Fun at the bookstore

 I nearly collapsed in the bookstore today. While looking at the Scriptures no less. I've also lost another pound or so. It's nice that people are noticing it, now i really feel like it's not just in my head. 

I'm in so much pain I'm going to watch Benchwarmers until I fall asleep. And I have no idea when or how I'll get my homework done or my clean checks. But if she wants to yell at me she can bring it. I just don't care anymore. I hurt and that's that.

I wish the doctor's could find an answer! I'll know tomorrow...